sze yi J's life

my birthday.

2009-06-05T09:07:00.000-07:00

its forgotten by many. )))))))))))): x million billion zillion! lol.
but nonetheless. i do have several celebrations (:

1. with relatives.

had surprised midnight wake up songs! THKS!

a VERY chocolateyyyy cake!

2. with family.

went din tai feng with daddy mummy and jiejie. e vegetables bao is so vegggy! hahaha

sis tried the dan dan mian, she had to finish it! imagine how it taste. hah( over exaggerated)

fried pork is e best! :)? or is it chicken. cant rmb! :S

mini red bean baosss taste gd too! :D

i <3>

3. with secondary sch friends.

the bbq was in clique! hahah

3 birthday boys and girl.

(: was great. a gathering! ((((: hhah

SX SL! pls. faces are so SHARP can. ):

I NEED BRACES!

I WANNA PUT ON BRACES!

I HAVE TO GET BRACES!

I NEED TO VISIT THE DENTAL!

I NEED TO GET MY FACE SHARPER TOO!

hahahahaha :S

paiseh. photosss cant be uploaded!

i hate to wait.

instant.

2009-06-05T08:48:00.006-07:00

SBS TRANSIT. tv mobile

was on the way home today and on that tv i saw.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S are those who understand
F.R.I.E.N.D.S are those who believe in your future
F.R.I.E.N.D.S are those who accept the way you behave and what you are

and for me, FRIENDS are FOREVER. one can never erase it from your life. cause once, we are!

TELL ME I AM SINGAPOREAN!

do i look like someone from CHINA!?
do i look like someone from JAPAN!?
do i look like someone from TRULY PURELY MALAYSIA!?

pls. i hate it. there is this china man that ask me on the VERY squeezy 27 bus ''how long have u been here?''
wtf!!!!!!!!! i am local. and then he showoffs to me that he is earning more than me. -.-

SEVEN things

2009-04-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

my life

1. washup

2. a breakfast (maybe)

3. prepare to work

4. squeezing with pple in bus and train

5. standing in work

6. home

7. night life - at home.

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothings ever gonna change

Until you hear, my dear

The 7 Things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you

Oh you

You're vain your game you're insecure

You love me you like her

You make me laugh you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends there jerks when you act like them

Just know it hurts

I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say

And what I need to hear now is your sincere apology

When you mean it I'll believe it

If you text it I'll delete it let's be clear

Oh I'm not coming back

Your taking seven steps here

The 7 things I hate about you

You're vain your game you're insecure

You love me you like her

You make me laugh you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends there jerks when you act like them

Just know it hurts

I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

Compared to all the great things

That would take to long to write

I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair your eyes your old levi's

When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine when we're intertwined

Everythings alright I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

You do, oh

Oohhhh oooooooooohhh..

MILEY CYRUS

lotus

2009-03-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

yes.im back to blog again. life was busy and tiring.
hasnt been upgrading myself since. tts freaking bad.
alevels result released on 6th.
well... my emotion? ): (: S:
cant change anything? can i?
no matter what, thks for e letter Mr Lim (econs teacher), i believe i did what i promised!
tts the subject im most joyful bout. GREAT! :D
and for others.. lets change topic! ):
i brought NTU,NUS booklet with me to work.
was reading it and thkfully!!!!!!!!!! im not tt interested in business and medicine bla bla bla.....
im more into engineering! (:
and what! peeps. engineering can be for gals too :D
nah. wait till may/jun bah. till then...

LOTUS! fall in love with it recently.
its special ! (:
grows even in the muddiest water! COOL!
life for me is almost the same.
im surviving thru....
loves!

i miss my friends. really!
pri sch. every year with theGROUP! (:
secondary clique. 2e2 was e best time of my sec sch life. isnt it?(:
jc 0712D. awesome. somehow 2nd half of jc2 was.... yupp.yet still (:
but i do miss! everyone!! i mean everyone, really. (:

*sry.cant upload photos for now :S
com sucks. IT fair is gonna help :D

i dont know.

2009-01-20T19:03:00.000-08:00

idk. human being heart changes easily.

idk. i just think im a biitch.

idk. im gettting this familiar feeling once i had before.

idk. i think i shld wait.

idk. mayb after newyear?

idk. if i shld act like a man.

idk. cause i somehow know what he thinks.

idk. cuz i really dont know.

busy!

2008-12-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

has been so freaking long since i blog again! hahah!
u all shld knw e reason... IM BUSYYYY!
work till 5pm everyday. ok......its a slacking job n everyone in e office will giv me some think-i-am-idiot job to do! HAAHAH! but not bad. least im free to do my things SLOWLY!
its kinda cold inside e small office. andddd i hav got no office wear! GLAD my cousin say i can wear skirt n teeee! :D

these few days went out with my andre.erm. most of e time were on bus.HAHA! but yea. he bring me to several places...to eat.LOL! im kinda noob.can say im a nerd. seldom go out to shop,nor spend, nor eat( alr....i think its kinda waste of money). i dont hav tt much money. but actually if u dont go to those kinda RESTAURANT... its not tt exp. anw, its all inflation fault tt causes it! ): haha! eh eh eh! but i dont mean tt go out with bf den can use his money so i can save ok! ):

we had ICEKIMO icecream. e durian icecream is superb! nicenice

went to eat vegetarian hor fun at sim ming. e mushroom is nice! i hav got e pic! upload real soon!

next day. we had rocher soyabean milk at somewhere ard cathay area i think. its just diff.

ate chicken rice at.....his dental place! LOL!

anddd ytd... worked half day till 1pm. andre was late. he slp till 12plus larrr -.-

i went theCATHAY, bought my phone to hospital! ): she will be back only on tue!siann

SHE IS SERIOUSLY SICK! her backskin tore off too!

then met andre and went lavendar. went to golden mile area to check out prices.

prices for our trip to genting. ok.its bcuz im too poor to go other countries!

had e famous "la jiao mian" - chilli noodle. it was up e news OK! haha.

andand bf tried e expexp grass jelly! ITS DIFFERENT! not normal jelly.HAH!

den we went some THAI shop&save, ntuc, coldstorage! LOL!

guess what i saw..IVY's "Ivy drink". wahahahah!

u want coffee? theres coffee! u want thai tea? theres thai tea. u want yogurt drink in diff flavour? its all under my name! (: woooo...LOL! but...all thai de... andre's fav store! THAI! lol...

den we bus all e way back to andres hse to take things n xbox-ed!

erm. dont kno how many buses we changed! heng we hav got concession.LOL!

omfg.. hai. sad larr.im like stupid! haha! but i hav got a NICE bf! he did teach me for a while but....soon got fed up.i think its natural.cuz im real toopid!

okokie. not only tt......taking bus also. andre says take 100, i take 100. alr, im just a follower :S

den we had... selegie soyabean curd! soft. but not tt sweet. haha!

den bus back home! okok. we love bus-ing :) (im jking)

alr alr alr. aft so much. thks to andre tt i experience more things.LOL!

HAPPY! ((: and IloveYOU!

hmm.tmr is work again!

siann.BUT to think of tt...MONEY! :D

hmmm.okok! peeps who do see my blog. dont complain tt i hav no pics.

SOON! ookie! haaha.

*ps. richard... my present! =P

*ps. yaozhun...u went genting hor! a lil present okayyy.LOL!

*ps. yiru...hope u get smth for me.(im not asking too much)hah

30th Nov to 7th Dec

2008-11-29T21:00:00.000-08:00

30th night went to YAOZHUN andand DANISH concert! (: MUSICA FANTASIA 3! their last concert in ite college. hmm. everytime i attend a band concert, it reminds me of my sec sch life , the band life. 2 years!!!! i hasnt touch any trombone! well, i truly miss it! ):PICTURES! :D

start of the concert with NOONE at e stage! :S its kinda dark.LOL! but overall e concert wasnt bad. 5 songs were playeeed in my sec sch life. WOO! (: tts e group photo. with weilun(left) to tinghan, ivy!, yaozhun, weijian and richard. :D

ps. its didnt start on time! =p

AH! sry... i cant upload the rest of e pics. my COM SUCKS! hhaha. ok...tts all for the concert. :S

andand... after tt, we went to eat at pastamania. i just see.HAHA! ok. tts e end of that day.

tts NOVEMBER!!!! on e 1st Dec, started working at SGH( singapore general hosp) as some admin helper. pay isnt gd and its COLD there... :( anw, it had been a week of work! so yupp. for money, its alr! hahah! butbutbut! e most impt thing is tt........... my ANDRE will be back soon! :D okieee. its smth to CELEBRATE! hmmm, not becuz of the GREEN TEA N SUSHI that i will get frm JAPAN but its e PERSON tt will return to my side! woo! iloveyou. wormiee

its 7th today! (: my ah gim ma ma (my aunt but i call her MUMMY) came! has been a long time since we met. alws gotta wait till new year oror some special events :S i love my relative... erm.yup! HAHAHA! and i treasure them!!! * thats for sure!=P alr. yea! gotta tired my 'mums' porridge! i like porridge. haha! went gym-ing! omfg.was 46957690486239836 years since i last went gym.cuz i am sick.kinda wasting money for the $25 i paid for a mth's plan to gym.alralralr....im getting naggy with my daily life.cause its real bored! BUT! i impt thing if u havent see me since alevels or 925796756 decades ago.... I HAD MY HAIR SHORT! haha..okie......will upload the pic SOON! hee. but not concerning hair. =S i still havent overcome my phobia of taking photos yet. cuz...... YUPP!! ahahah!

third day...

2008-11-28T20:47:00.000-08:00

hello pple. im here to blog again!

ermmm...yup! havent found a job YET!

andand sadly, im SO Fing hell sick!

whole night was...... HEADACHE-ing

WHAT HAPPENED WHAT HAPPENED!?

now tt its holiday, have got so much time to slp n waste....n SICK is what i've got ! :S

OMfG! tired....but today i finally got one event ahead. meeting up with band frens! (:

concertconcertconcert!

alr. will post up e 'aftermath' of the concert soon!

***causecausecause i have got xtremely LOADS of time =X

FREEBIRD! (:

2008-11-28T03:28:00.000-08:00

dam dam dam. has been 84564356347856932732957653 secs ago since i last posted.

alright. obviously there isnt anything for me to do. tts why im able to blog....

life is...... boredom!

aft alevels, only went out with my bf (wormy e FAMOUS! ).

okokie. watched 2 shows....

1. BODY OF LIES

2. madagascar 2

well, both are nice!!!! (any shows tt andre choose are awesome !!! )

hmmm...partly b'cuz i get to watch with him! (:

life isnt real fun now, serliANG went taiwan

andreTHAM went japan

hai. cliques gathering will be pushed back. meetup with dear will be pushed back too! ); x7billion!!!

BUTBUTBUTTT! 4e1 reunion bbq is coming! are u all going? =S

tellmetellme.... where are my friends.who can i find.everything changes.sense the changes! life's like that....

baby!imu..7.03pm <3

SCHOOL!

2008-08-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

sometimes schs arent for animals. yet they can study with us.

one is sucky

one is faking

yucks!

TAGGED! =S

2008-06-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

my god. i gotta do this too! at first i think its lame to do this n passing it ard. but since pple did. i might at well just do huh...

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> well.experienced it b4. LOL! angry? DONT LOVE HIM ANYMORE!
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
---> haha. i will wish for more dreams?
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
---> simple yet nice? like yellow but prefer a white pure one. with everyone i love to be present!
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
---> OMG! very la.
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
---> of cuz one that has every gd qualities. but..hmm. no one is perfect! =S
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> what do u feel when u love someone that doesnt love u? n being love by someone u doesnt like? SIAN!!!!!!!
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
--->anytime. most imptly is e person i met!
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
---> like him secretly? but if u are suffering.. giv up! = anw he happy, u happy(:
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
---> well... LOADS!
#10 is being tagged fun?
---> nope. i m a lazy girl! =S
#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
---> everything's fine n going e way i want it to be! woohoo!
#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
---> MY FAMILY n u!
#13 what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
---> my bestieee( the cheerful kid tt help to solve my prob ) n one who share his probs with me (though now got NEW classmates le) LOL!
#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
---> married but poor. but i rather dont choose! i BELIEVE i can be rich n married! =p
#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
---> erm. open my eyes?!
#16 would you give all in a relationship?
---> i m afraid. so i wont try to giv too much ba..but sometimes, things can be controlled! =S
#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> one that chose me, n tell me first. cuz how wld i kno? shy ivy dont tell pple 1st....LOL!
#18 what type of friends do you like?
---> well.those that i can get along WELL with. accept who n what i m, tell me my bad pts, share thoughts,not selfish,dont take adv of me like it is supposed to be. n love me as much as he/she can.
#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
---> if i dislike u...u have every right to accept it. cuz...many share my thoughts. LOL! however. i dont tell straight in e face of tt person tt i dont like u...=S TIRED! argh....

=p =p... i m not gonna tag anyone. its so obvious tt person u tagged might be one that u will choose to be friend with u like. u know.... u prefer one that u tagged!

(: back

2008-06-10T00:06:00.000-07:00

pple. i m back to blog. hols = studying, stress days.
ya! will buck up! (:
i m 18!!!!!!! had e happiest 18th birthday !
thks pple! my relatives n friends!
all e surprises n everything everything!
I LOVE U ALL!
oh ya.found e song tt like in e past. cuz mervin introduce it to me in the past.
its nice! =D

魔力
i have you to be with
everything will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆
i have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应绝不断讯
会如影随形曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另类
找不到人了解
当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛把不如意
都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
才能看好戏上演

** i m a pro tetris coach! HAHA!

** ivy??! ~yo! (:

weekends again

2008-01-18T04:21:00.001-08:00

yea! its weekend again. ((:
kno y i m happy? cuz we can hav more time to study study study!
yea!!!!!!!! AHAH!
but i doubt this weekend can. cuz i hav got wedding dinner to attend (:
congrats my pretty sweet cousin! *phyllis =D
so tmr n sun i will be going to wear nice nice(is i say de la.but i dont think others think so-.-)
ahhah yupp,spend my time tmr with a dog in the hse too! OMG!scary scary...
sun is e dinner.. at HARBOURFRONT CITY!
woohooooooo :)

yea.today got netball training again.....
((: yea. next week our 'daisy tan' carnival continues!
buck up n jiayou ok! however,our 1st opponent is AGAIN NTU!
-.- hai sian.........
was tired. this few days...run run run.
nonetheless i can slim la.*happy!
my fall tt sun now looks UGLY! argh!!!!!! no nice le la. skin dry dry.
hai hai hai!

i hav always been quite reticent.but now got change a lil ba ((:
if u wan me to speak a lot in el, it will seems a drugdery for me. ):
but hapless me gotta work damn hard for this! YES! i can do it (((((((((:
'cant do it' ' will try hard' 'trying to' is just a pretext for lazy pple like me.
n here i m still blogging! >.<
LOL!

another birthday boy of the month is coming up.
((: yea yea. we mayb going to watch movie as a class! woohoo!
great! watch the show tt our teachers recommand ok?
WAHAH! sian! i wan e ''arts appreciation'' award.
((:

oh ya! i hate bigots! )=<>

sch days are tiring days. nvm nvm nvm! i can endure, i cant do it!
i mus be sanguine! YES! juz few months n i can find a job real soon!
adios!!!!!!!!!!! ((:
love u pple! :)

15th jan 08

2008-01-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

YEA! happy birthday to our CUTE jack jack ((:
hope u likes our present ya? (chosen by eugene n me) (:
gd thing- i think jack is happy bout his birthday! YEAH! ((:
bad thing-i cant upload e pics that i took! )):
STAY HAPPY N CUTE ALWAYS K!
loves loves..... =D

okok! back to sch.
): i m afraid of gp lesson.
it is like entering a war. a scarily fast war.
n the weapon that i have against my enemy is a kitchen knife ):
how how how?
what m i going to do to improve myself?
i dont have the ability to continue anymore.
but i dont wish to be the 3/4 that cant go to uni............. )))))):
ARGH! i confess! my grammer simply SUCKS!
tian ar. life can be sad at times.
did i regret going to JC?
i always asked myself....
but it seems to be too late. (:
my ans is 2ended.
yes n no.
no because i get to learn more,however it is stress
yes because it is stress . nonetheless i dont really know what course to go aft olevel.
HAI! nvm nvm nvm!
this is the way i chose and i shall face it!
determined determined!!!!!! yea!
cuz my classmates are ard to help me!
right right right! hehe ((:
k la. i wasted 1 day AGAIN!
260++ days to alevel.
counting down... >.<

sunday sunday

2008-01-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

OMG! today went studying with eugene at AMK library.
i reached early ok! ^^
pple was waiting outside n once e door opened, everyone rush in... -.-
as if there wont be any seats.....
LOL!.. okok...
actually the real motive of studying is to get my notes back.. ((:
but after tt, we went shopping..............
to amk hub than to queensway..
tian ar... bus journey was long..
we went there to buy eugene's running shoes n SOMETHING! :)
yea... dont get angry or get emotionally upset if we didnt ask u(classmates) out!
we have got IMPT matters to do that might be linked to u...
tt is y... :D
okok... was damn squeezy in the queensway shopping mall..
finally eugene n me bought out things and fight our way out!!!!!!!!!!
whoa! FINALLY!
LOL... den we took 153 home.
slept on the bus n MISSED our stop!
F***! and its was raining DAMN big.
however, we managed to stop at serangoon.
DIRECT bus home! YEAH!
but poor eugene gotta change 4 times in order to reach home! >.<
in the end he accompanied me to my hse bus stop (sort of sending me home) n took a taxi back.. ): *waste waste
HAH! today is a tiring and fun day... (:

sunday

2008-01-06T02:23:00.000-08:00

yea! the weekend was packed with things ((:
but )): was too busy! no time do hw sia...
HAI!
today we have got 'DAISY TAN' netball competition....
hahah..n gotta meet at 8! i was late late late...
-.- hahah.. sry geraldine! she waited for me for quite long lo...hahah
paiseh ar. hehe.....
den went kallang play!
OMG! i fell!!!! tian ar.. lOL!
again!!!!!!!!! den gotta shower...oh my! painsssssssss
hahha! ((: den went to eat with geraldine at suntec city.
sry eugene! hahah.
was too late to meet up le (:
next time ok!!! hahaha
okok! 1st,our netball team gotta work REAL hard!
2ndly, i gotta work REAL hard too! ((:
i will go for more running... ((:
yea! marathon! sports day!
yippy!!!!!! i will join!!!! :)
hahahahaha...

omg! havent do hw n review yet i m here blogging.
oh oh! anw ....
PLS LOOK N THINK OF URSELF B4 U SAY OTHERS.
-.- sometimes pple like to assume n make themselves look GREAT!
HAH!

sch days (: ):

2008-01-05T09:06:00.000-08:00

yea! back to sch! ((:
well, it has been a week back to sch!!!!!
hmmm..wasnt bad to be i sch.
saw my frens = fun
well, there are still 3 gals ONLY!
-.- but nonetheless, we can still survive
though we once had a fray but well, we can do nth! ):
LOL! okok..back to sch stuff.
YUPP! all e HW came to say HELLO! to me.. )))):
OMG! sian. but all e memories in my head had gone for holidays..

oh ya, 0712D was the TABLET PC class.
guess wat? means our class room is air-conditioned!
WHOA! great!
but it was DAMN COLD!!!!!!
bad thing is tt we GOT TO get a locker each! $30!!!!!!!
hahah. but it is annually. so actually its ok. ((:
but cool. i could actually WRITE on my laptop =D
hahaha. cool right pple!?

ya! have been slacking this few days!
hasnt been awake yet! but SOON ok! (:
went shopping with mummy n cousin tt day.
reach home so late! bought a $8 leggings. :D
ya! n nth else......LOL!

2008 will be a great n happy year for me.
i miss my frens n now i saw them ((:
sch life can be fun n enjoyable.
treat it as the way it shld be!
(: tts the way! WAHAHAH!
LEAVE IT or LIVE IT! :) <-- andre said this.hehe

my locker no. 338 ^^
nice huh!?
oh ya, saw tt ex j2 guy in sch recently.
hah!! he looks funny. wat a hair.
oopps...sry! still look great la. -.-
however, this year is a study year for me. no more lovey dovey stuff!
YUCKS! cant imagine it. it is great to feel so great.
my heart seems so FREE! woohoo! ((:
wahahahah..... amanda n geraldine! must same same as me huh!
i really saying e fact lei! ((:
so happy to feel tt way!
thks to my n my heart!
i love it ! ((:

so everyone. love urself n believe u can! :)
if i can, U CAN! <3

2008 arriving (:

2007-12-31T04:32:00.000-08:00

today went to watch 'i am legend' with my 2 girlfriends. ((:
1 word to describe tt show.... lonely )):

last day of e year! ):
((: its dear YIRU birthday too! ((:
hahah! happy birthday girl! ((:

ya. i m listening to u man! u want it. new life! ):
i made something for u. wanted to pass to u b4 2008 but...... yea no chance.. (:
if one day, i return to e past
to where i m really my true self
will u think i m better?
if one day i m really far away frm u
cant see u again
will u figure out that i m already saying byebye to u?
everytime u close ur eyes as u laugh, everytime u drink n eat
i wanted to treat u as well as i can
everytime u say it late n u cant sleep
i wanted to tell u that. i really love u! do u kno tt?
however if one day, all our dreams come true
if memories all turn in forever, will u still rmb today?

is it that u r afraid of e same ending so u keep hurting?

do u insist me on leaving?

i will leave quietly, as u wan.

i m so sad. decide to fang qi ni , fang qi ai, fang qi mong bei da sui

once in a lifetime, means there is no 2nd chance

so i believe that u n me shld grab it while we can.

make it last forever n nv giv it back

living in ur own world, didnt understand that anything can happen it u take a chance

we need the courage, the courage to love, to believe that we wil be together.

finally i made the decision, the decision that u wanted.

i dont care what others said, i jus see n hear wat u wanted.

this is what u wanted.

i n willing to do n convince myself to do what u wanted.

as we go on, we rmb all the time we had together

as our life change, some what ever, we will still be frens forever! ((:

its not goodbye, its just time to fly! ((:

yes! it is for u to see. u know who u are.

tmr is 1st jan 2008~ ((:

thinking

2007-12-25T00:03:00.000-08:00

yea! peeps! today is christmas.
u kno what? i stayed at home.
ONLY 2 ppl asked me out
zhilun - to study at eugene hse. but in e end he cant make it. but its alright! ((:
leng heng - haha! he's too scary! no la. alone with him only lei. i scared sia! oopps.. hee
anw thks ar! i appreciated it. at least in u pple hearts. there is still me!
HAHA! ya. christmas suck! its nth. dont know why pple are celebrating it.
me. left alone. alone. no frens.
i hate it. pple ! can u all learn to care n appreciate it?
ok! if its not for me, then for e others alright?
i m sad. just sad. no one bother bout me.
holiday is ending. new life is coming ya.
as u wished! i will start a new life mayb! )):
my feelings now..... un-describe-able! really sad! recently this holiday, i m getting real emotional.
i show my concern but ppl juz dont care.
take it as granted.
i WILL as those wished, not bother anymore.
dont care anymore.

'MERRY' christmas peeps ):

-.-

2007-12-24T08:26:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!
yea pple! ENJOY k ((:
this time is e saddest christmas ever.
didn even go see lights
no one ask me out! REALLY NO ONE! )):
hai. can accompany danish le
poor us! ))):

my life (:

2007-12-22T00:28:00.000-08:00

yea! this week of holiday is the busiest week for me.
tue,wed n fri- went back to BPS to practice ....BAND BAND BAND!
wa! it has been a year since i ever touch trombone again! OMG!
cool. at least i still can play. it is just like few days ago. but actually it had been a year!
or even more than a year! hahah
experience was great.
hai..... but e pple there!!!!!!!!!!!! still e same.
SIAN! dont know y but just cant really get along with them..
)):
Not only that. i have also found myself a job.
as a tutor for primary 3 kid at my hse.
the pay is not bad. at least i am able earn to buy christmas presents for my senior n band frens. ((:
just 6 days of 2 hrs each. i earned $_20.
woohoo!!!!!!!! hahah..
hmmm.because of all e activity that was packed this week.
went to NIE only once! ooppsss... -.-
and couldnt even study.
hai. life is like tt. there is always OPPORTUNITY COST!
yup! n finally sat! ytd night i help mummy to make 'tang yuan' till 1 am.
it is b'cuz we started late. i was damn tired.
den today morning went amk to bai my grandma n granddad.
ya! didnt study again! )):
OMG! den ard 3 i went to GYM!
AH! whole body is trembling now.
shaking shaking!!!!!!!!! hahahah
the result of vigorous exercise!
yea! i listened to EUGENE n WEE HONG! (my personal body consultant)
thks ar! EUGENE n WEE HONG! (((((:
wahahahha. i timed myself for the run.
wosh! e timing was BAD! F***! )):
14+ mins for 6.24 rds e track!
my determination is getting weaker! hai....
for that, i will do regular exercise.
YEAH! tmr going roller skate... hehe (:

*bad mood this 2 days. nobody talks to me! u know who u are! -.-

4E1 bbq

2007-12-21T00:03:00.000-08:00

this tuesday, which is e 17 i think. we had a BPS 4e1 gathering.
erm, NOPE! with some other class pple too -.-
hhaaah..yup.i thinke bbq was in a mess! pple pay diff price n all seems so unfair.
that night many of us ate a lil only.
ahhahaha. i went home ard 11 plus.
OH YA! it is at bishan prime..... if u kno! ((:
it was not a bad gathering after all.
i was mostly laughing the whole night
with LENG HENG e funny face ard. i bet everyone wil laugh!
wahaahahha! real fun.
5 years of frenship with some of them! ((:
yea. photos were taken! go see XIAO HONG's blog ar!
there's a lot! hahah ((:
yea. toilet was far. dirty hawker toilet makes me wanna puke.
i dont even dare to sit on it.
so few of us get e opportunity to go to KELVIN( new look-a-like teletubbies = tinky winky) hse to use e nice smelling toilet!!!!!!!!! woohoo! hahahah ((:
yup! fun day! i enjoyed myself! YEAH! more gathering but not BBQ anymore pls..
:) see u all real soon! ((: hope so ba!

ADIOS! :D

outing with......

2007-12-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

finally i have got a lil time to blog.
yup.. i went shopping with my BELOVED sec sch fren some day.....
which i cant really rmb when! haahha ((:
hmmm..i wasnt LATE!
i told them i will be meeting them later.. ok! hahha
i met SHUXIN, SERLI and AMELENE at ard 3++
wa! i walk my way to far east n saw 3 crazy gal that dont recoganize me at first! hahaha
((: yup. den we walk n talk ard.
wat they did 1st was............. dont bother bout wat i say.
i kept asking question n they IGNORED! hahah
my great fren ya! haahahhaah .. jkjk la.. lOL!
hmmm. den they critised bout my NICE NICE hair... wahahaha )):
ok NVM! hahah
yup. than we saw SIANG YONG SHAWN and XIAO WEIJIE~
wa! long long time no no see ok.
LOL! yup.. they changed! i changed toO! ):
we stone somewhere ard lido or shaw hse... i cant rmb. LOL!
((: den we took lots of photo! went mango-ing too!
funny photos were taken! ate dinner at AMK nyny ((:
hmmm..service is BAD! but price is HIGH!
wat in the world is tt??????!!!!!!
ahahah
k k.. its alright! cuz it is paid! hahhah ((:

want to see those photos???????????!!!!!!!!
yes!?
pls go to my link n find 'xiao hong, xiao huang n radio' for all PHOTOS! ((:

enjoy peeps! :D

OMG!

2007-12-19T02:17:00.000-08:00

PEEPS! recently i m damn busy! no time to update ar.
will update real soon! ((:

same day! 13th dec...

2007-12-15T18:46:00.000-08:00

yea! here i m back frm e exercise! ((:
i took bus 88 to my cousin hse(seng kang) but ended all e way at pasir ris!
OMG! ahhaha. den i took e same bus back!
its like crazy!
i missed e busstop la! DEN it goes all the way up e highway!
but nvm. in e end i still reach her hse! hahahah damn lame! )):
we went cycling......... reach a "future" park! WAHHHAHAH..
LAME is the only word i can think of.
its funny. erm. i cant upload e pics yet but i took some photo of e 'turn-a-round' thingy there...
LOL! with my lil cousin looking kiddy in a pic... HAHA *oopps...
hmm.. we cycle for about 1hr++ den we went swimming at hougang.
erm. there is quite a lot of ppl. we saw i grp of idiot playing in e medium pool.
jumping ard. so noisy! almost 1/3 of e pool belongs to them la!
so selfish! )):
but in e end, we still swim for about 1hr+ n off we go to shower.
thats bout it. nth great happened! juz that i hav got lots of mud on my slipper during my cycle to the park of future! hahaha ((:

13 dec o7 D=

2007-12-12T15:49:00.000-08:00

early morning 7 plus i wake up le.
today is a damn cold morning.
(: i wake up not to do anything but go exercise! hehe
wa! i m damn tired la.
ytd couldnt slp. hahaahaha
slept at 2 plus! dunno y........
hahahah.. erm, ytd was a tired day too! went shopping with mummy n 1 of my cousin.
(((: mummy 1st time walk so long lo! haha
today she sure slp till very late.
i bought a jacket. hmmmm. not bad la.
grey-black n it cost $69..
hai, actually today have got nth to blog about.
nth happened this few days. life was quite boring.
:D i really have got nth to say le. ((:

' THE ONE THAT STAND THE STRONGEST IS THE ONE THAT IS HURT MOST! '

)....=

2007-12-10T20:55:00.000-08:00

u know wat?i just saw someone's blog
ha! thks! i m awake.
juz because of this, my whole day ytd was in a damn bad mood.
i care, i appreciate n cherish the friendship we had.
but wat i have done seems nth to someone.
they still can enjoy n have fun.
oMG! m i really tt lousy?
m i really tt irritating?!
i m really very sad! few more days n a new year will be coming
the times for us to see each other will be over
REALLY over! ):
my new life will than really start?
i dont know. dont know . dont know.
i really care ok!
if not who will be sad over such things.
the things u reply, the words u said.
OMG!....
someone pls save me. i cant take it anymore.
i cant take all this burden all by MYSELF!
the feelings, the way pple treat each other.
tian ar! well... thats the end. i cant do anything but to REFRESH my memory.
the past. goodbye ba. )):

10 dec 07 ):

2007-12-10T16:56:00.000-08:00

ytd was full of activity i can say.
early in the morning was e tiring netball training!
OMG! i gotta really work hard ):
we saw DIDI (eugene) n zhilun in scH!
hahaha .. it was like damn long since we saw each other
lol! hmmm..aft training i heard frm AMANDA tt danish wanted to meet us.
THIS IS WHEN THE PROBLEM OF THE DAY STARTED!

i dont kno y, just dont kno y i m so irritated by this!
hai! pls. since thing are over, than we shldnt be sad over it for long right?
hai..so yupp..it applies for everything.
i really take them as my gd fren! REALLY!
danish n yaozhun shld kno best!but what i get back is really......... hai.
its ok! cause, ITS THE END! (:

sometimes pple have forgotten to appreciate
sometimes pple have forgotten to care
sometimes pple have forgotten to smile
sometimes pple have forgotten to cherish
sometimes pple have forgotten to treasure

yeah! i have no true frento share my stuff with! at first i thought of my sis
BUT dont know why, recently we 2 had been quarreling.
hai! i dont want tt to happened .
her temper is getting worst n worst.
almost the same as mine.
i dont deny that i have got a bad temper but hers is getting worst alright!
prob juz get inbetween us.
she dont share her things with me. ever since young.
she rather spill it to 'frens' , u kno!
hai! she always think i m young! CHILDISH to kno her things.
whenever i talk to her, things seems to be ONLY getting into the wall's EARS!
i dont kno how n dont know why!?
i cant possibly tell my parents my prob.
cuz they will say!
' u are still young, STUDY most impt! '
yes! i agree! hahah..

oh ya! back to what happened! those 2 guys wanted us to meet them all e way at changi airport! yeah right!
26 stops, 4 donuts, 6 lollipops!
in the end we end up eating it n didnt travel there!
if u kno this, u get devastated too! sad, angry and MOODY!
amanda n me end up in e esplanade library studying, erm! nope! shld be talking! haha
we gave the 2 guys chance but what they say? ' okok, than go ahead n study ba! '
ya! well, that is how they appreciate their fren! a odd-special way indeed!!!!
soon, at 5.30 i met my sis at orchard road for shopping.
the weather was bad, my mood was bad.
everything is juz so WRONG!
hai...
n we saw another classmate of mine! ANDRE THUMB
oopps..hahah.. is andre tham. hehe..
tt is all for ytd! (: ): >=(

1 mth holiday is over!

2007-12-08T06:25:00.000-08:00

hmm. yup! 1 mth of holiday is over n i wasted it! OMG! terrible!
i always chose to regret! ):
reticent me made loads of fren during this holiday!
yeah! GREAT isnt it? wahhahha
nope! sometimes having fren will also end up getting mood change.
friends affect ur mood easily!
i think u pple agree to me. =))
lets talk about the pple n things in my holiday! =))

victim 1: DANISH
yea! i meet him n knew him through yaozhun.
hmm..it really GREAT to have him as my fren....
its like i have got a true fren n i really treasure him! (cuz danish is looking at it! * i m sure) hee
no la..he is really a great fren.
both of us are easy-going peeps n we get along well! =))
seems to kno each other for long.. ya right, danish?
hahaha.. i love him! (: dont bully me ok! i m NOT TALL! =P

victim 2: YAOZHUN
hmm..yup..we are gd frens. both of us are DAMN stubborn in character!
dont believe? ask danish..wahahah
1 thing i kno is he starts to like SWEET stuff! which is like, WHOA!!!!!!!!!!
last time he dont even touch sweet stuff ok!
now, BECAUSE of danish( he likes to eat donut) yz almost ate it everyday!
=(( disappointed! LOL! jkjk.. but its a great thing for them!
they can grow fatter! cuz both are tooooooo skinny!
m i right gals? * those who saw them... =))
same thing! dont bully me!
got prob can share with me ok?
dont treat me as stranger =))
friends forever!
ps. smile with eyes open ok! heex

victim 3: AMANDA
yupp..cheerful gal tt gets moody easily! =))
always let her mood get right into her face! she expresses it so obviously! ):
she really likes to EAT!
amanda, for next year prom...... okok?
ahhaha.. she sure scold me le! paiseh paiseh!
wahhahah..hmmm.. she went malaysia for few days..
* where is my lil present?????
hahaha.. this holiday i always meet her to study out! but end up..... talking!
u kno... gals are like tt..LOL!
she always tell me to miss her, say she cute! hahaha..
hmm..okok. she can be cute at times n i miss her at times.
cuz i m stubborn at times.. den she adapt to me at times.. (:
thks amanda! hee.. dont lazy le! dont sleep toooooooo MUCH!
next year alevel le! =]

victim 4: GERALDINE
she is quite a emotion n sensitive gal.amanda also is!
lOL!
hmmm... mayb due to her way of expressing, i sometimes think she quite ke lian
but sometimes tooooo naggy le..
ahah.. =)) she is always BUSY in msn!
so irritating. both WOMAN dont chat with me in msn..
always nth to talk to me.
i m inrovert ok!
lol... tmr she is going malaysia..
hmm, i shld say its on cruise.
LOL! (: take care ok!
enjoy too! =)
she is a nice gal but sometimes like despo la..
ooppsssssssssssss.. sry ar.! dont BOX me..
hahahah.. she always say she FAT!
those who say she fat! u come to me! i really box u till u fat oK!
WTH! wahaahah...
ps. gd luck for next year alevel hardworking gal! (:

victim 5: KAIYUAN
guys are sometimes quite stupid!hahah..
gals tell u to wait den u wait!?
dont be so dumb ok!
wahahahha... dont sad ! be positive k..
well, he is a fren i get to know through the research programme!
a nice, small n cute guy!
look like a turtle! he is also our didi!
hahhahah..damn cute!
he MORE introvert den me sia!
cant stand it.......... hahaha
we (geraldine, him n me) suffer all our times there!
OMG! it's really like hours la! hai! gd luck to us anw.
last but not least! DIDI, jia you n u better dont too sad! (:

hmm..theres is still loads to say! :) shall post it some other times....
MISS ME YA! my friends.. (:

same old brand new (:

2007-11-19T04:12:00.000-08:00

hmmm.today i decided to start a new life.
yupp! something happened. but dont ask me wat.
i believe there is no one i can share with.
thks for everything i experience in the past
to forget u, tts the only way.
thks you n sry man!
i shall live my life!!!!
live it my way!
gd bye to e past n hello to tmr!
=))

ivy is sad n heartbroken! (:

OBS

2007-11-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!!!!!today juz came back frm OBS! damn fun la..
hahahhahhaha.. 1st of all i hope i did slim down. i ate quite lil the 4 n a half days there...
hmmmmmm...it is really a wonderful experience for me..
n soooo fast.. 5 days passed...
i really enjoyed. this camp are much diff frm others. i get to kno bout myself n how i can change for the better. I LOVE IT!
we had lots of games n it make us damn happy..
though we might get sad sometimes...all those tt make us unhappy are all forgotten!
wat we gotta kno is the process.............
WHOA! damn fun....
hhahahah. i had a buddy who is totally DIVERGED frm me...
we are DIFFERENT..
however we worked well....haha..
mayb like what some had said... diff pple of diff ideas n comment might allow us to know each other even better!
well, this camp is totally great..
i learn n experience a lot..........................................anw thks buddy! (real KIND n great!)PK!!!!!!!!!
here are the v v v lil photossssssss.

anw, thks pple in MARSHALL! i enjoyed a lot!

MENG CHIN, BENZ, EUGENE, HAO PEI, REAGEN, YUNG YI, AHMAD, LOUIS, LUOLING, JOANNE, YI TIAN, ANDRINA, ELVINA, BEGUM, FALINA. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

ivy is very tired but happy! (:

lil to say.

2007-11-11T07:34:00.000-08:00

hmmm..well. holiday-ing had been a while.

was busy going out, researching n staying at home to slack.
LOL! i will listen to wat one of my J2 had said n workhard but not now alright ya!
=)) during this holiday, my events were...

1. go NIE to do research
OMG! going there can be real long! sort of wasting time but well ! i will work DAMN hard to get something ya..we can even camp there i think.there was once we went there for 8 hrs. WTH! its like schooling lo. anw, these are some photo we took....

i think kaiyuan(e guy) look cute in e last pic ((:

2. trip to sentosa!

geraldine, me and yiru went for a trip to sentosa. reticent me had changed! i become more talkative le. i believe most ppl can feel it. n i take MORE photossssss..
hahaha.TRUE! i dont need pple to badger me for photo taking. (:
i think its an improvement....LOL!

oh ya, we had fun of cuz.
SENTOSA is a place for ppl who are welling to spent! this is wat i discover during e trip..
LOL! we ate SUBWAY tt day! NICE NICE!
haha...some photo for u all to see =)

ahya! juz show u all some la..i m too lazy..LOL!

3. treated to MARCHE by MR ng soo kok... (:

imagine how kind n gd our physics teacher can be! OMG! i will sure do well to show him. next time when i grow up i will treat him more then this! =)) THANK YOU MR NG!well..i had fun n was full tt day! nice nice..but i m sure its was DAMN expensive...hehe..anw..there are lots of photos taken on tt day but i lazy put le..u can go n see in my fren's blog

ZHILUN- screamopunk.blogspot.com

GERALDINE- myangel-mybeau.blogspot.com

JACK-looking-beyond-jack.blogspot.com

ivy is alive n leaving tmr..

. . .

2007-11-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

well.recently my life was bad.
i discover the negative negative side of pple!
NO one can help me.
esp in my sch, e "friends" that we always call
e "partner" or "clique" that we say.....
i dont know why it is like tt...
i m troubled!
me myself is a disgusting gal
i hate myself for being tt way!
but how? there is no U-turn in life!
who can i say all out to?
though everyone has their bad point but it wont be tt bad!
NOT TT BAD! i think......
however, i made e wrong choice to start there.
n there is no ending unless i change e class.
unless i m a fairy that can change everything.
i cant do anything now nor later.
but can i change friends?
cuz i left a neg impact on them and for them to see.
n it will forever be there.
or shld i change myself to suit them?
but i will be fake!
SEE! human are terrible! once we grow older.
we think more, we become SCARY!

ivy is sad n going crazy ):

1st true day of HOLIDAY!

2007-10-31T04:28:00.000-07:00

i m bored
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can u imagine how bored i m during e holiday!
LOL! he still didn care bout mE!
wat can i say? THKS AR! :(

ivy is alive n crazy!

FINAL OP!

2007-10-30T03:45:00.000-07:00

well. can i be happy?
its over. our OP is FINALLY over! WHOA!
so happy but yet sad too!
i will miss school of cuz!
miss the people. next year will be a scary year for us!
HAI! peep MUST help me ar /:
1 year is over..............
it is like soooooooooo fast man
=(( hai...nvm..
anyway.. look at e pictures we took today!
damn lame la..
LOOK at DAYL's face! stupid.....
hhahahha ( gonna kana scolding from him! =P)

okok..end here!

ivy is alive n moody! ( he dont talk to me...)

NIE = :), OP = :(

2007-10-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm..today was a scary day for us.
cuz we had got OP! oh my!!
LOL! i was like damn scared la..
but how? cant escape.
haha...when i was presenting i can feel e blood rushing up my head!
getting hotter n hotter!
OMG! damn scared la..somemore my EL was like..........(u shld kno)
=(( erm...den e conclusion was tt our grp presentation sucks....
so unorganised! hehe...
okok...we will work DAMN hard then.
cuz we want EE (of cuz!!)
LOL!...
but there is things tt i can be happy tooO!!!!!!!!!
i saw him today! everything he wear look GREAT!
man man man!
wahahahahahhaha REALLY! ^^
yyupp...i participated in the science research.
we went to NIE!
cool place.n its big!
1st time having able to see soooooooo many teachers!
woohooo!!!!! oh ya!
we got to know a new fren!
KAIYUAN! he more introvert than me la!
cant believe it! LOL...
really v quiet.. =.=
:)) than i found out tt our research was DAMN interesting la!
hehehe...FUN!
i'm loving it! hehehehe.... anyway, alevel coming for both J1 n J2!
jia you everyone! buddha bless! ^^

ivy is happy n tired! :)

new life

2007-10-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

well.friday 12/10/2007 was j2 last day in sch!
yupp!they graduated. hmm...next yer will be our turn too!
hai..its a sad thing, the urge to go to sch seems to disappear! :(
haha.well than i shall concentrate on my studies. i will miss all J2(if i know them!)
LOL! erm..last day we experience something new.
get to know a new J2 gal name JOY! nice name ya..
one J2 guy propose to her! hmmm, cant say propose. its jus wanting to go PROM NITE with her.
well.he is not rejected nor accepted! haha..
yupp. a BRAVE guy indeed!
and for that few moment in the canteen! i saw him..shld be e last time le ba.
so i grab the chance to see MORE!!!!!! whahahah
well, i know my chances of being fren with him is DAMN slim la..
but nevertheless i remain happy!
life is like that isnt it?
UP & DOWN
IN & OUT
time passes real fast! 1 year is over.
ALEVEL is coming n i will work as hard as he did!
he is a hardworking student like me~~
hehe.. but amanda n me is real sad la!!!!!!!
hai, once out of the sch, the world will be tooooooo big for us to meet!
let FATE decide on everything and anything ba..
another thing to be real sad bout is my promo result!
SUCKS! i dunno y m i like tt!
i will work even harder, real harder!

to end off, i was asked a question frm my fren....
where do mutton come frm?
if is sheep... den wat bout lamb?
LOL!! :)

ivy is alive n sad :(

ij open hse.. a sad day

2007-09-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

well.i m sad.open hse with no one to see.ya right!
the most saddening thing is tt i m push aside with someone(zhong se qing you) who don like pple to zhong se qing you!
WTH! i dunno y human are like tt.
damn unhappy. its like u are slapping your own mouth duh!
hai. u know there are only 3 gals in the class n yupp!
CONFLICT!!
but yet we still talk as if nth happens..
we are so FAKE!
i dont the feelings..its bad but wat can i do?
e guys in our class is neither better!
nvm..juz 1 more year..
i don wanna be like tt but wat can i do!
i didn wan e way it is.
pls! can u ppl juz identify what u are doing tt make pple ard u so irritated n change it?
but..well there are always happy times too!
stay happy n lovesss...

=)) ivy is alive n studying!

=((

2007-09-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

i hate u, u hate me..
we are un-happy de 'peng you'.
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. =((

LOL! tts was 1 song up there...-__-'''
i m sad..something make me unhappy..
u know guys can be idiot..not gd looking and so what u think u r!!!!!?
hai.quite pissed off.but nevertheless at least he wanted to know why!
LOL! k k. dont bother bout wat u had written on top. i m too bored!

hols life was great..could have more time to study n slack.
but..cant go sch ya! no sch=no fun!
last 1.5 years in a sch shld be the most memorable!
so i m trying to make it one!
ADIOS! happy happy happy! enjoy peeps!!!!!!!!

smile szeyi =]]

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2007-09-03T00:34:00.001-07:00

1st day of e week and its yaozhun's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAOZHUN!!!!!!!!!!!
today went back to sch, intend to study but amanda n i met zhilun and jack jack!well...u kno, in the end we didnt study at allllll..LOL! yupp..was chatting and its fun. (we did kno more bout guys!) also knowing tt zhilun like YE MAN NUI YOU..hehe..u kno those that slap him..
kinda funny right..haha.and jack with his same old FEELINGS!
yes! i agree to tt too. bless everyone with their love! LOL...

get to know that we human being are FAN JIAN pple...
its true to say tt! no one is perfect and yes! all hunks and babes are fan jian!!!!!!

hai..mid course is drawing NEAR!
i m scared! gd luck to everyone.
J2~ jia you......esp _ _ _ _ _ _ =))

smile ivy! =]