hmmm.today i decided to start a new life.
yupp! something happened. but dont ask me wat.
i believe there is no one i can share with.
thks for everything i experience in the past
to forget u, tts the only way.
thks you n sry man!
i shall live my life!!!!
live it my way!
gd bye to e past n hello to tmr!
=))

ivy is sad n heartbroken! (:

4:12 AM

OMG!!!!!!!today juz came back frm OBS! damn fun la..
hahahhahhaha.. 1st of all i hope i did slim down. i ate quite lil the 4 n a half days there...
hmmmmmm...it is really a wonderful experience for me..
n soooo fast.. 5 days passed...
i really enjoyed. this camp are much diff frm others. i get to kno bout myself n how i can change for the better. I LOVE IT!
we had lots of games n it make us damn happy..
though we might get sad sometimes...all those tt make us unhappy are all forgotten!
wat we gotta kno is the process.............
WHOA! damn fun....
hhahahah. i had a buddy who is totally DIVERGED frm me...
we are DIFFERENT..
however we worked well....haha..
mayb like what some had said... diff pple of diff ideas n comment might allow us to know each other even better!
well, this camp is totally great..
i learn n experience a lot..........................................anw thks buddy! (real KIND n great!)PK!!!!!!!!!
here are the v v v lil photossssssss.

anw, thks pple in MARSHALL! i enjoyed a lot!

MENG CHIN, BENZ, EUGENE, HAO PEI, REAGEN, YUNG YI, AHMAD, LOUIS, LUOLING, JOANNE, YI TIAN, ANDRINA, ELVINA, BEGUM, FALINA. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

ivy is very tired but happy! (:

12:54 AM

hmmm..well. holiday-ing had been a while.

was busy going out, researching n staying at home to slack.
LOL! i will listen to wat one of my J2 had said n workhard but not now alright ya!
=)) during this holiday, my events were...


1. go NIE to do research
OMG! going there can be real long! sort of wasting time but well ! i will work DAMN hard to get something ya..we can even camp there i think.there was once we went there for 8 hrs. WTH! its like schooling lo. anw, these are some photo we took....

i think kaiyuan(e guy) look cute in e last pic ((:

2. trip to sentosa!

geraldine, me and yiru went for a trip to sentosa. reticent me had changed! i become more talkative le. i believe most ppl can feel it. n i take MORE photossssss..
hahaha.TRUE! i dont need pple to badger me for photo taking. (:
i think its an improvement....LOL!

oh ya, we had fun of cuz.
SENTOSA is a place for ppl who are welling to spent! this is wat i discover during e trip..
LOL! we ate SUBWAY tt day! NICE NICE!
haha...some photo for u all to see =)

ahya! juz show u all some la..i m too lazy..LOL!

3. treated to MARCHE by MR ng soo kok... (:

imagine how kind n gd our physics teacher can be! OMG! i will sure do well to show him. next time when i grow up i will treat him more then this! =)) THANK YOU MR NG!well..i had fun n was full tt day! nice nice..but i m sure its was DAMN expensive...hehe..anw..there are lots of photos taken on tt day but i lazy put le..u can go n see in my fren's blog

ZHILUN- screamopunk.blogspot.com

GERALDINE- myangel-mybeau.blogspot.com

JACK-looking-beyond-jack.blogspot.com

ivy is alive n leaving tmr..

7:34 AM

well.recently my life was bad.
i discover the negative negative side of pple!
NO one can help me.
esp in my sch, e "friends" that we always call
e "partner" or "clique" that we say.....
i dont know why it is like tt...
i m troubled!
me myself is a disgusting gal
i hate myself for being tt way!
but how? there is no U-turn in life!
who can i say all out to?
though everyone has their bad point but it wont be tt bad!
NOT TT BAD! i think......
however, i made e wrong choice to start there.
n there is no ending unless i change e class.
unless i m a fairy that can change everything.
i cant do anything now nor later.
but can i change friends?
cuz i left a neg impact on them and for them to see.
n it will forever be there.
or shld i change myself to suit them?
but i will be fake!
SEE! human are terrible! once we grow older.
we think more, we become SCARY!

ivy is sad n going crazy ):

10:15 PM