Colorful World.

2008 arriving (:

Posted at Monday, December 31, 2007

today went to watch 'i am legend' with my 2 girlfriends. ((:
1 word to describe tt show.... lonely )):

last day of e year! ):
((: its dear YIRU birthday too! ((:
hahah! happy birthday girl! ((:

ya. i m listening to u man! u want it. new life! ):
i made something for u. wanted to pass to u b4 2008 but...... yea no chance.. (:
if one day, i return to e past
to where i m really my true self
will u think i m better?
if one day i m really far away frm u
cant see u again
will u figure out that i m already saying byebye to u?
everytime u close ur eyes as u laugh, everytime u drink n eat
i wanted to treat u as well as i can
everytime u say it late n u cant sleep
i wanted to tell u that. i really love u! do u kno tt?
however if one day, all our dreams come true
if memories all turn in forever, will u still rmb today?

is it that u r afraid of e same ending so u keep hurting?

do u insist me on leaving?

i will leave quietly, as u wan.

i m so sad. decide to fang qi ni , fang qi ai, fang qi mong bei da sui

once in a lifetime, means there is no 2nd chance

so i believe that u n me shld grab it while we can.

make it last forever n nv giv it back

living in ur own world, didnt understand that anything can happen it u take a chance

we need the courage, the courage to love, to believe that we wil be together.

finally i made the decision, the decision that u wanted.

i dont care what others said, i jus see n hear wat u wanted.

this is what u wanted.

i n willing to do n convince myself to do what u wanted.

as we go on, we rmb all the time we had together

as our life change, some what ever, we will still be frens forever! ((:

its not goodbye, its just time to fly! ((:

yes! it is for u to see. u know who u are.

tmr is 1st jan 2008~ ((:

4:32 AM

thinking

Posted at Tuesday, December 25, 2007

yea! peeps! today is christmas.
u kno what? i stayed at home.
ONLY 2 ppl asked me out
zhilun - to study at eugene hse. but in e end he cant make it. but its alright! ((:
leng heng - haha! he's too scary! no la. alone with him only lei. i scared sia! oopps.. hee
anw thks ar! i appreciated it. at least in u pple hearts. there is still me!
HAHA! ya. christmas suck! its nth. dont know why pple are celebrating it.
me. left alone. alone. no frens.
i hate it. pple ! can u all learn to care n appreciate it?
ok! if its not for me, then for e others alright?
i m sad. just sad. no one bother bout me.
holiday is ending. new life is coming ya.
as u wished! i will start a new life mayb! )):
my feelings now..... un-describe-able! really sad! recently this holiday, i m getting real emotional.
i show my concern but ppl juz dont care.
take it as granted.
i WILL as those wished, not bother anymore.
dont care anymore.

'MERRY' christmas peeps ):

12:03 AM

-.-

Posted at Monday, December 24, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!
yea pple! ENJOY k ((:
this time is e saddest christmas ever.
didn even go see lights
no one ask me out! REALLY NO ONE! )):
hai. can accompany danish le
poor us! ))):

8:26 AM

my life (:

Posted at Saturday, December 22, 2007

yea! this week of holiday is the busiest week for me.
tue,wed n fri- went back to BPS to practice ....BAND BAND BAND!
wa! it has been a year since i ever touch trombone again! OMG!
cool. at least i still can play. it is just like few days ago. but actually it had been a year!
or even more than a year! hahah
experience was great.
hai..... but e pple there!!!!!!!!!!!! still e same.
SIAN! dont know y but just cant really get along with them..
)):
Not only that. i have also found myself a job.
as a tutor for primary 3 kid at my hse.
the pay is not bad. at least i am able earn to buy christmas presents for my senior n band frens. ((:
just 6 days of 2 hrs each. i earned $_20.
woohoo!!!!!!!! hahah..
hmmm.because of all e activity that was packed this week.
went to NIE only once! ooppsss... -.-
and couldnt even study.
hai. life is like tt. there is always OPPORTUNITY COST!
yup! n finally sat! ytd night i help mummy to make 'tang yuan' till 1 am.
it is b'cuz we started late. i was damn tired.
den today morning went amk to bai my grandma n granddad.
ya! didnt study again! )):
OMG! den ard 3 i went to GYM!
AH! whole body is trembling now.
shaking shaking!!!!!!!!! hahahah
the result of vigorous exercise!
yea! i listened to EUGENE n WEE HONG! (my personal body consultant)
thks ar! EUGENE n WEE HONG! (((((:
wahahahha. i timed myself for the run.
wosh! e timing was BAD! F***! )):
14+ mins for 6.24 rds e track!
my determination is getting weaker! hai....
for that, i will do regular exercise.
YEAH! tmr going roller skate... hehe (:

*bad mood this 2 days. nobody talks to me! u know who u are! -.-

12:28 AM

4E1 bbq

Posted at Friday, December 21, 2007

this tuesday, which is e 17 i think. we had a BPS 4e1 gathering.
erm, NOPE! with some other class pple too -.-
hhaaah..yup.i thinke bbq was in a mess! pple pay diff price n all seems so unfair.
that night many of us ate a lil only.
ahhahaha. i went home ard 11 plus.
OH YA! it is at bishan prime..... if u kno! ((:
it was not a bad gathering after all.
i was mostly laughing the whole night
with LENG HENG e funny face ard. i bet everyone wil laugh!
wahaahahha! real fun.
5 years of frenship with some of them! ((:
yea. photos were taken! go see XIAO HONG's blog ar!
there's a lot! hahah ((:
yea. toilet was far. dirty hawker toilet makes me wanna puke.
i dont even dare to sit on it.
so few of us get e opportunity to go to KELVIN( new look-a-like teletubbies = tinky winky) hse to use e nice smelling toilet!!!!!!!!! woohoo! hahahah ((:
yup! fun day! i enjoyed myself! YEAH! more gathering but not BBQ anymore pls..
:) see u all real soon! ((: hope so ba!

ADIOS! :D

12:03 AM

outing with......

Posted at Wednesday, December 19, 2007

finally i have got a lil time to blog.
yup.. i went shopping with my BELOVED sec sch fren some day.....
which i cant really rmb when! haahha ((:
hmmm..i wasnt LATE!
i told them i will be meeting them later.. ok! hahha
i met SHUXIN, SERLI and AMELENE at ard 3++
wa! i walk my way to far east n saw 3 crazy gal that dont recoganize me at first! hahaha
((: yup. den we walk n talk ard.
wat they did 1st was............. dont bother bout wat i say.
i kept asking question n they IGNORED! hahah
my great fren ya! haahahhaah .. jkjk la.. lOL!
hmmm. den they critised bout my NICE NICE hair... wahahaha )):
ok NVM! hahah
yup. than we saw SIANG YONG SHAWN and XIAO WEIJIE~
wa! long long time no no see ok.
LOL! yup.. they changed! i changed toO! ):
we stone somewhere ard lido or shaw hse... i cant rmb. LOL!
((: den we took lots of photo! went mango-ing too!
funny photos were taken! ate dinner at AMK nyny ((:
hmmm..service is BAD! but price is HIGH!
wat in the world is tt??????!!!!!!
ahahah
k k.. its alright! cuz it is paid! hahhah ((:

want to see those photos???????????!!!!!!!!
yes!?
pls go to my link n find 'xiao hong, xiao huang n radio' for all PHOTOS! ((:

enjoy peeps! :D

5:19 AM

OMG!

Posted at

PEEPS! recently i m damn busy! no time to update ar.
will update real soon! ((:

2:17 AM

same day! 13th dec...

Posted at Saturday, December 15, 2007

yea! here i m back frm e exercise! ((:
i took bus 88 to my cousin hse(seng kang) but ended all e way at pasir ris!
OMG! ahhaha. den i took e same bus back!
its like crazy!
i missed e busstop la! DEN it goes all the way up e highway!
but nvm. in e end i still reach her hse! hahahah damn lame! )):
we went cycling......... reach a "future" park! WAHHHAHAH..
LAME is the only word i can think of.
its funny. erm. i cant upload e pics yet but i took some photo of e 'turn-a-round' thingy there...
LOL! with my lil cousin looking kiddy in a pic... HAHA *oopps...
hmm.. we cycle for about 1hr++ den we went swimming at hougang.
erm. there is quite a lot of ppl. we saw i grp of idiot playing in e medium pool.
jumping ard. so noisy! almost 1/3 of e pool belongs to them la!
so selfish! )):
but in e end, we still swim for about 1hr+ n off we go to shower.
thats bout it. nth great happened! juz that i hav got lots of mud on my slipper during my cycle to the park of future! hahaha ((:

6:46 PM

13 dec o7 D=

Posted at Wednesday, December 12, 2007

early morning 7 plus i wake up le.
today is a damn cold morning.
(: i wake up not to do anything but go exercise! hehe
wa! i m damn tired la.
ytd couldnt slp. hahaahaha
slept at 2 plus! dunno y........
hahahah.. erm, ytd was a tired day too! went shopping with mummy n 1 of my cousin.
(((: mummy 1st time walk so long lo! haha
today she sure slp till very late.
i bought a jacket. hmmmm. not bad la.
grey-black n it cost $69..
hai, actually today have got nth to blog about.
nth happened this few days. life was quite boring.
:D i really have got nth to say le. ((:

' THE ONE THAT STAND THE STRONGEST IS THE ONE THAT IS HURT MOST! '

3:49 PM

)....=

Posted at Monday, December 10, 2007

u know wat?i just saw someone's blog
ha! thks! i m awake.
juz because of this, my whole day ytd was in a damn bad mood.
i care, i appreciate n cherish the friendship we had.
but wat i have done seems nth to someone.
they still can enjoy n have fun.
oMG! m i really tt lousy?
m i really tt irritating?!
i m really very sad! few more days n a new year will be coming
the times for us to see each other will be over
REALLY over! ):
my new life will than really start?
i dont know. dont know . dont know.
i really care ok!
if not who will be sad over such things.
the things u reply, the words u said.
OMG!....
someone pls save me. i cant take it anymore.
i cant take all this burden all by MYSELF!
the feelings, the way pple treat each other.
tian ar! well... thats the end. i cant do anything but to REFRESH my memory.
the past. goodbye ba. )):

8:55 PM

10 dec 07 ):

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ytd was full of activity i can say.
early in the morning was e tiring netball training!
OMG! i gotta really work hard ):
we saw DIDI (eugene) n zhilun in scH!
hahaha .. it was like damn long since we saw each other
lol! hmmm..aft training i heard frm AMANDA tt danish wanted to meet us.
THIS IS WHEN THE PROBLEM OF THE DAY STARTED!

i dont kno y, just dont kno y i m so irritated by this!
hai! pls. since thing are over, than we shldnt be sad over it for long right?
hai..so yupp..it applies for everything.
i really take them as my gd fren! REALLY!
danish n yaozhun shld kno best!but what i get back is really......... hai.
its ok! cause, ITS THE END! (:

sometimes pple have forgotten to appreciate
sometimes pple have forgotten to care
sometimes pple have forgotten to smile
sometimes pple have forgotten to cherish
sometimes pple have forgotten to treasure

yeah! i have no true frento share my stuff with! at first i thought of my sis
BUT dont know why, recently we 2 had been quarreling.
hai! i dont want tt to happened .
her temper is getting worst n worst.
almost the same as mine.
i dont deny that i have got a bad temper but hers is getting worst alright!
prob juz get inbetween us.
she dont share her things with me. ever since young.
she rather spill it to 'frens' , u kno!
hai! she always think i m young! CHILDISH to kno her things.
whenever i talk to her, things seems to be ONLY getting into the wall's EARS!
i dont kno how n dont know why!?
i cant possibly tell my parents my prob.
cuz they will say!
' u are still young, STUDY most impt! '
yes! i agree! hahah..

oh ya! back to what happened! those 2 guys wanted us to meet them all e way at changi airport! yeah right!
26 stops, 4 donuts, 6 lollipops!
in the end we end up eating it n didnt travel there!
if u kno this, u get devastated too! sad, angry and MOODY!
amanda n me end up in e esplanade library studying, erm! nope! shld be talking! haha
we gave the 2 guys chance but what they say? ' okok, than go ahead n study ba! '
ya! well, that is how they appreciate their fren! a odd-special way indeed!!!!
soon, at 5.30 i met my sis at orchard road for shopping.
the weather was bad, my mood was bad.
everything is juz so WRONG!
hai...
n we saw another classmate of mine! ANDRE THUMB
oopps..hahah.. is andre tham. hehe..
tt is all for ytd! (: ): >=(

4:56 PM

1 mth holiday is over!

Posted at Saturday, December 8, 2007

hmm. yup! 1 mth of holiday is over n i wasted it! OMG! terrible!
i always chose to regret! ):
reticent me made loads of fren during this holiday!
yeah! GREAT isnt it? wahhahha
nope! sometimes having fren will also end up getting mood change.
friends affect ur mood easily!
i think u pple agree to me. =))
lets talk about the pple n things in my holiday! =))

victim 1: DANISH
yea! i meet him n knew him through yaozhun.
hmm..it really GREAT to have him as my fren....
its like i have got a true fren n i really treasure him! (cuz danish is looking at it! * i m sure) hee
no la..he is really a great fren.
both of us are easy-going peeps n we get along well! =))
seems to kno each other for long.. ya right, danish?
hahaha.. i love him! (: dont bully me ok! i m NOT TALL! =P

victim 2: YAOZHUN
hmm..yup..we are gd frens. both of us are DAMN stubborn in character!
dont believe? ask danish..wahahah
1 thing i kno is he starts to like SWEET stuff! which is like, WHOA!!!!!!!!!!
last time he dont even touch sweet stuff ok!
now, BECAUSE of danish( he likes to eat donut) yz almost ate it everyday!
=(( disappointed! LOL! jkjk.. but its a great thing for them!
they can grow fatter! cuz both are tooooooo skinny!
m i right gals? * those who saw them... =))
same thing! dont bully me!
got prob can share with me ok?
dont treat me as stranger =))
friends forever!
ps. smile with eyes open ok! heex

victim 3: AMANDA
yupp..cheerful gal tt gets moody easily! =))
always let her mood get right into her face! she expresses it so obviously! ):
she really likes to EAT!
amanda, for next year prom...... okok?
ahhaha.. she sure scold me le! paiseh paiseh!
wahhahah..hmmm.. she went malaysia for few days..
* where is my lil present?????
hahaha.. this holiday i always meet her to study out! but end up..... talking!
u kno... gals are like tt..LOL!
she always tell me to miss her, say she cute! hahaha..
hmm..okok. she can be cute at times n i miss her at times.
cuz i m stubborn at times.. den she adapt to me at times.. (:
thks amanda! hee.. dont lazy le! dont sleep toooooooo MUCH!
next year alevel le! =]

victim 4: GERALDINE
she is quite a emotion n sensitive gal.amanda also is!
lOL!
hmmm... mayb due to her way of expressing, i sometimes think she quite ke lian
but sometimes tooooo naggy le..
ahah.. =)) she is always BUSY in msn!
so irritating. both WOMAN dont chat with me in msn..
always nth to talk to me.
i m inrovert ok!
lol... tmr she is going malaysia..
hmm, i shld say its on cruise.
LOL! (: take care ok!
enjoy too! =)
she is a nice gal but sometimes like despo la..
ooppsssssssssssss.. sry ar.! dont BOX me..
hahahah.. she always say she FAT!
those who say she fat! u come to me! i really box u till u fat oK!
WTH! wahaahah...
ps. gd luck for next year alevel hardworking gal! (:

victim 5: KAIYUAN
guys are sometimes quite stupid!hahah..
gals tell u to wait den u wait!?
dont be so dumb ok!
wahahahha... dont sad ! be positive k..
well, he is a fren i get to know through the research programme!
a nice, small n cute guy!
look like a turtle! he is also our didi!
hahhahah..damn cute!
he MORE introvert den me sia!
cant stand it.......... hahaha
we (geraldine, him n me) suffer all our times there!
OMG! it's really like hours la! hai! gd luck to us anw.
last but not least! DIDI, jia you n u better dont too sad! (:

hmm..theres is still loads to say! :) shall post it some other times....
MISS ME YA! my friends.. (:

6:25 AM