u know wat?i just saw someone's blog ha! thks! i m awake. juz because of this, my whole day ytd was in a damn bad mood. i care, i appreciate n cherish the friendship we had. but wat i have done seems nth to someone. they still can enjoy n have fun. oMG! m i really tt lousy? m i really tt irritating?! i m really very sad! few more days n a new year will be coming the times for us to see each other will be over REALLY over! ): my new life will than really start? i dont know. dont know . dont know. i really care ok! if not who will be sad over such things. the things u reply, the words u said. OMG!.... someone pls save me. i cant take it anymore. i cant take all this burden all by MYSELF! the feelings, the way pple treat each other. tian ar! well... thats the end. i cant do anything but to REFRESH my memory. the past. goodbye ba. )):