yea! peeps! today is christmas. u kno what? i stayed at home. ONLY 2 ppl asked me out zhilun - to study at eugene hse. but in e end he cant make it. but its alright! ((: leng heng - haha! he's too scary! no la. alone with him only lei. i scared sia! oopps.. hee anw thks ar! i appreciated it. at least in u pple hearts. there is still me! HAHA! ya. christmas suck! its nth. dont know why pple are celebrating it. me. left alone. alone. no frens. i hate it. pple ! can u all learn to care n appreciate it? ok! if its not for me, then for e others alright? i m sad. just sad. no one bother bout me. holiday is ending. new life is coming ya. as u wished! i will start a new life mayb! )): my feelings now..... un-describe-able! really sad! recently this holiday, i m getting real emotional. i show my concern but ppl juz dont care. take it as granted. i WILL as those wished, not bother anymore. dont care anymore.
